Sigh.

There are so many things wrong with this.  Is this supposed to be motivational?  Is it supposed to make you feel better about yourself, your life, your current situation?  This would assume that there is some per-determined plan for your life.  If there is free will, and you choose to be with people that do not hurt you, does that change who you were meant to be?  Does "God" explode because you are not the person "God" meant you to be?

Then there is this one---

Lets you hit rock bottom????  What kind of "God" sits at the bottom and waits for you to get there?  How does he choose who gets there and who doesnt?, or even who gets to fall?   Is this encouraging hitting rock bottom to get to discover "God"?

What about free will again?  Is free will just a cop out for all the religions to explain the inconsistencies within their teachings?  What if you decide NOT to hit rock bottom because of free will---does that mean that you dont get to meet "God"?    But if you did hit rock bottom you would?  Seriously....is this supposed to make ppl feel better?   And if I put my nose to the grindstone, behave like a good little girl, and do what I am supposed to do, why dont I get to meet "God" ?  Why doesn he care about me as much as he cares about someone that hits rock bottom?  Why are we rewarding bad behavior with the ultimate human experience---meeting "God"?

Should I throw everything away and blame it on hitting rock bottom to be able to "discover God"?  No?  Well why????  I want to be treated special too....I think I am special enough to meet the powers that be.......why does there have to be something wrong with me to get what others get, so I dont have to work so hard---to get nothing!!!!

EXPLAIN IT TO ME!!!

When did this become ok?

When did growing the color out of your hair become a cool hairstyle?  Women used to be embarrassed for not caring for their roots to the point where they had to be grown out.  This used to show a lack of grooming and now it is a popular style.

Sigh.

I dont get it.  People have to have their own minds.  If you are actually trying to grow it out, color it the same color as your natural hair.......

Why do I have to be different?

Now....why would anyone think that depression is a flaw?

What is wrong with people?  How does this not make everyone sad that even one person might think this?

The best find on the planet---except for that one (lol)--for me at Goodwill.  Let me clarify....Almost everything I get is from Goodwill.   I LOVE Goodwill.  And IKEA but I never get to go there.

I got this buffet for $19.  One of the legs broke off of the bottom left front corner.  But was still there.  I mean in the drawer there.

Looks darker than it is.  I did get a new camera.  I will have to take better pictures.  It also depends upon whether or not I am using my camera or my phone.

To continue.....One day I opened one of the doors, and the panel fell out.  I wish I thought to get a pic of that, but I did not think of doing my blog this way till about a week ago....so.....I dont have one.  No big whoop.

I have been trying to get color into my LR since I painted the ceiling.  I have been trying to do the peacock decor thing for a few (3) years now.....before it was popular....lol...(I am such a trailblazer).  My daughter always says that we like it first then EVERYBODY has to do it.  All of a sudden it is popular.  AFTER we spent hours and hours looking in vain for stuff and finally make it or do without.  THEN it becomes available in stores all over the place!!  LOL....she is right though.

ANYWAY....I had this fabric laying around that Daughter #2 (for birth order, she spoke above)...found in Joannfab that looked peacocky before they came out with all the stuff.  So I bumped out the other panels....very easily I might add.  WAY easier than I thought a nice piece of wood furniture should be to get out a main part of the door. So I thumb-tacked pieces of the fabric into the opening of the panel.  I kept the panel pieces jic I change my mind and want to put them back.  I have been pondering putting it in the DR and using it for what it is supposed to be used for. (dangling participle or whatever...ending a sentence with a [insert correct term here])  But we dont care because everyone is not perfect.

I was going to add something, but I forgot.  Here is what it looks like now.

I remember.....it does not seem to change the integrity of the doors....they still seem solid.  I am not sure I like the seethroughness of the material (I know it is not a word)....You can see all my Partylite candles.  It is nice to be able to spend the money I save going to goodwill on important stuff.....like expensive candles...LOLOLOLOL.

I hope to post all kinds of things....not just crafts.  Have a great day!!!

I am going to try---

There are many many craft blogs out there, and I must admit, I am almost addicted to Pinterest.  But, as many others have found, completing those crafts and recipes as perfectly as the pictures suggest can be daunting.   I often hear "It doesn't have to be Pinterest perfect", so why even show it in a fashion that no one can achieve?  Didn't we already go through that with Martha?

With the world crumbling around us, do we really need to actually see that we are flawed to confirm what we are thinking?

I would LOVE to be the voice of reason.  I am not interested in making anyone else feel bad either.  I dont think any attempt at a task is a "fail."  And even though those can be funny, doing a "fail":to prove someone wrong is just as bad, IMHO, as doing something just to get a "fail."

I would like to post the real attempts, as I go through life.  I craft to escape the crap that occurs in my life.  It gives me a place to go, and something that produces something that may be a fail, may be pretty to me and not to someone else, or may turn out perfectly.  Just hoping that maybe it will help someone else as I attempt to heal my soul from some of the pain I endure on a daily basis, imagined and/or real.

Lets give ourselves a break, it doesnt have to be perfect.  And here is what I did along the way.

http://fox6now.com/2012/03/04/new-bottoms-up-tavern-in-south-milwaukee-causing-controversy/#ooid=M3ZzRvMzogfnU9keIA5Lm840zjwVfM6N

GET A LIFE....it is a pole.  If you were pretty you probably would try to get a job there.  Go back in your hole....raise your own children, and for christ's sake PLEASE DO NOT HAVE ANY MORE!!!!

So why do people, when asked to write about themselves on a dating page, list their wants?   Is that supposed to be a hint that you should not read any farther if you dont fit their desires?  Well ok...I wont then...thanks for not wasting my time.  And all the women that are desperately trying to fit one of these losers....it is annoying.  And we still know nothing about you?   Likes and dislikes are on another page...what you want??? we dont care.  Barbie is not available.

then you bitch that you cant find someone...TRY READING THE INSTRUCTIONS!!!!  morons....